Sometimes I wonder, what could I lose more?
It's the things I owned getting lesser or my world is getting bigger?
I gain, I lose, at the same time.
The beginning of fall is when the Sun no longer shine.
Rain and clouds came across the sky instead.
What do I really have?
It's only D-5 since I'm back.
Why do I feel it's been forever.
Did I used up my happiness quota?
Why didn't I know there's a limitation for happiness?
Back to studies, back to work.
After this dreamful summer.
Everything looks the same, everything is not the same.
Day 5, I lose almost everything.
And I no longer know how to control my feelings.
Dear Joy, why not let Sadness take over the brain control?
I'm tired of being strong, tough and to fake a smile.
Just, let Sadness do it.
Signing out.
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